How I see myself

Well it's been a few days and I'm supposed to do this every day.  I haven't been up to my computer since last Friday.  When I go pick up a litter of puppies it's all I can focus on.  Literally.  I have to figure out a way to take care of myself during that phase.  There has to be a way to plow through it.  It would be so much easier with someone who I lived with and a companion but I don't have that.  It's just me and when I get to the end of this goal it will be something so monumental because of that. 

Today is Tuesday and tomorrow I'm starting the 'beige" diet.  I haven't gone to weigh in because I was sick yesterday and haven't stayed on track.  This is going to be a bumpy ride.  I won't give up.  Not ever. 

Adele